Hello everyone, Thank you for clicking the link and joining me in this journey to express myself and how I see life it.
If I’m being honest, I don’t think ill be tweaking this introduction or what do you guys think? Should I just stick with my usual boring message?
Anyways this post I basically had to force myself to write it I had zero motivation whatsoever; its not like things have not been happening around me but I have just not been gingered to share or write. I think its fair to say or the first time I am experiencing writers block 😂, I know some people would come for me for this but let me try and paint a picture of how I wrote this particular post or how I had to get myself together to do it. First of all I am currently writing this post in the kitchen of my house, before your minds wander I am in the kitchen because I need to play music and sing along because sadly I share a room with my sister, and my sister is basically someone who complains a whole lot about every single thing. So the kitchen is the best spot for me now where I can play music and be in my zone and my brain can flow a bit.
Life basically has been pretty fair to me I think I can say confidently that I’m liking my new lifestyle, I am making lovely new friends one female in particular who I have had a lovely flow with and happy she is in my life at this particular point, I doubt she would read this but if she does “two baby watcha saying” 😂😂😂. I also have made a few male friends but as we all know most of them just want to dip their hands into my cookie jar but what they don’t know is I’m a virgin saving myself for marriage 😂😂. Work has been something else; but I finally got the hang of it and I’m beginning to find out that this adulthood is not such a hard thing the only thing missing is MONEY.
My mental state I may say is not yet where I need it to be in terms of how my thoughts fly all around the place, but I think I have gotten the hang of that; I normally just listen to music post random funny stuff on my snapchat and also EAT!!!!! Talking about eating I really started using food to burry my emotions and thoughts it made me like food now and add a whole lot of weight, which I’m actually not complaining about I must say I love the weight gain and I love how I look. I don’t regret my choice of eating comfort food, I would do it over and over again because it put the weight in the right places. Also I would keep saying this I need to get air pods so i can be listening to music till I fall asleep and everywhere I go, this no music issue is really beginning to make me feel like I’m loosing touch, but everything relating to apple is so expensive.
So basically that’s what I have been struggling with but reaching this paragraph and reading through I’m happy that I have reached here; and I did this post because I was almost about to procrastinate it to June. I’m trying to drop that attitude so I can say on this I did a good job, so you all should give a round of applause.
And we have come to another end of life as I see it thank you all so very much for reading, I appreciate and I see you guys, you all don’t go unnoticed. lease i would appreciate comments and if you can share. I know I personally annoy a lot of you guys but just encourage me and share my link on your social media pages.
It’s China not Chinese ❤️💜🖤
