Been Long You Saw Me๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿพ

Hello everyone, thank you for clicking the link and reading my blog, it means a lot to meโ˜บ๏ธโ˜บ๏ธ

Happy new month everyone, welcome to my birthday month!!! Whoop whoop ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿพ. How have you all been? Whatโ€™s been happening? I have missed you guys ๐Ÿ˜ญ, I was doing a countdown at the beginning of this week just so I could write this post. Feel free to share all what has been happening with you in the comment section

So for everyone wondering i took a social media break or rather a phone break so I can focus on myself and my metal health. If Iโ€™m being honest the first few weeks were very hard seeing messages, and not replying but after a while I got used to it and was not bothered anymore. It even got to a time when I totally forgot I had a phone. I did enjoy these two months to myself and I have learned a lot more about myself these past months and grown stronger in most aspects of my life. Im back and better, and I ainโ€™t going anywhere again. I have a lot to share so letโ€™s dive right into it guys!!!

My weight!! ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ I started this year with a goal that I wanted to be 70kg and it was going good, I was eating and chopping life only for me to notice last month that I have surpassed that goal, I am currently 75kg and I am struggling not to even add anymore again ๐Ÿ˜ญ. In my attempt to add weight also I gained a nasty stomach but I am proud to announce that the stomach is gone thanks to the Get fit waist trainer. I am shocked myself at how my tummy is reducing, tho I had to cut some of my eating habits; like I donโ€™t take carbonated drinks anymore and I had to cut down on my bread intake and flour intake as well. I also try as much as possible not to eat late at night, as you read I said try itโ€™s still a long process.

The waist trainer worked a lot I wear it all through the whole day from 9:00 am-5:30 pm. I started doing exercise though when I started wearing the waist trainer, but my ankle got sprained and I got scared from doing exercise so I stopped and just decided to wear it alone and itโ€™s been going well. I am about to join the no waist gang๐Ÿ˜.

Looking at my pictures from months ago I can see how much weight I have gained and it shocks me sometimes, my mother does not even let me hear the last of it calls me fat at every chance she gets and I always correct her that I am THICK, not fat ๐Ÿ˜‚. I can’t even be bothered anymore my new slogan is โ€œna fat I fat I no kill anybodyโ€ ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

I also realized that I only take pictures and make videos just because I want to post on social media for the last two months I have not taken a picture or video. Does that happen to you as well? Or is it just me, Iโ€™m actually exited to be back and have a place to vent again and also being able to talk to all my friends. I canโ€™t say this enough I missed you all!!!

It is also my birthday month! I can’t be more excited, I’m worried because each time I get excited about my birthday I end up getting disappointed, but I am hoping that this year would be different. I made one of those wish lists people have been doing lately of things, you can gift me and I am hoping that I get at least one or two of those things on my list let me just say this year I want PRESENTS!!! Please ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅบ. My birthday is September 28th so save the date!!!!

I want to also use this medium to thank everyone who sent messages, called, and checked up on me. It meant the world to me knowing there are people out there who noticed my absence. Thank you guys, โค๏ธ

Thank you all for reading till the end it means a lot to me. I have a lot more to share with you guys, please stay glued.

It’s China not Chinese โค๏ธ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’œ

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By Cheenaa

Just a young girl trying to live her best life

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