Emotions And Feelings

Hello everyone, thank you again for clicking the link and reading my blog ☺️☺️. It really means a lot to me and that’s what keeps me motivated.

I want to continue on my journey on talking about myself because these past few weeks people around me have made me feel very uncomfortable with the person I am. Generally I think I am a very emotional person;okay it’s not even a thought I actually am an emotional person but I don’t really show it unless you really really know me and you know my moods, which as at when I am writing this to you there is only one person in this world that has been able to know when I am being moody or having a shity moment. Others just expect me to not show my emotions or not feel and just let it pass and move on.

Personally I hate emotions and I hate feelings, it just tends to make you very vulnerable for human beings to use and take advantage of you and sadly we all as human beings do that a whole lot. Thinking about it deeply I know I don’t take criticism well, I don’t even like being told some things about me like oh you have a nasty attitude or you don’t know how to talk. It sounds dumb or silly yes I know but I just feel I already know my flaws as a human being you don’t need to remind me.

When I thought of this my own perspective it made me wonder if that’s why I don’t have friends, but then I don’t think so because I am a very understanding person to an extent; once I find out this is the type of person you are I just adapt to it and I don’t complain about your attitude or how you are again because I already know that’s who you are and I’m cool with it. Silly right? Let me know what you think. 🤔

Now to my feelings, as much as I don’t like to be told my flaws or mistakes, I keep getting told about it a lot and it really hurts me and switches up my mood. Whenever that happens the statement that rings in my head is the truth is bitter. One person telling me what they feel is wrong about me or how they don’t like what I do can mess my whole day up, and as an over thinker that I am I would dwell on those words for long long hours. Most times I even replay the scenario of whatever situation to another person to know if I am crazy or I reacted badly.

😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣 so that’s my rant for the day. I know I would have better relationships with people if I can find people who are willing to accept me for my flaws the way I am just the way I would accept them to with their flaws just the way they are. We are all humans and no one is perfect but we can try and be better.

I am open to hear your opinions and what you think. 😂🤣 please you can decide to ignore my feelings this time and air your mind. I’m a big girl I would be able to take it 😂😂

Thank you once again for reading, it really means a lot to me

It’s China not Chinese ❤️🖤💜