Hello everyone, thank you again for clicking on my link and reading my blog posts. I really do appreciate it.
First of I would start by thanking all my friends for their inputs and opinions on my previous post on emotions and feelings; incase your a first time reader and you want to catch up you can check my previous posts😊😊, Tho I wish they could put their inputs in the comment section instead of in my personal chats 🥲🥲🥲. All the same I do actually appreciate the opinions and your views. Yes I don’t like being told my faults of being critiqued but I’m actually trying to be a better version of myself, so I took it all with a big heart and I would actually work on myself. Thank you guys once again
Reading through the above paragraph it’s actually funny I said all my friends😂😂,pay no attention to those words there were just 3 people who made comments on them. So don’t think I have like a lot of friends around. Even after talking to these people I realised that I actually am the issue in friendships and pushing people away, still reflecting on this tho so I can fix and correct it. But thinking again I don’t think I am,it’s really hard to say tho it is.
Moving on, I kind of miss some old habits I used to have like listening to music, finding new songs and artists when I think of it now I’m like was it joblessness that caused it? Because sometimes I can go a whole week without listening to music, which was not how I was before; the me back then I did everything with music. So that’s one thing I want to bring back my music vibe, first on my list is to get new AirPods so I can be able to jam songs all the time; because now I’m just dashing apple money for my Apple Music. But then again I realised most of my favourite artists have not been dropping new music anymore.
Even my candy crush I have abandoned it after reaching my level 5,000. Basically I see how most people or why most people are so exhausted because I’m exhausted mentally and physically each day so I just want to get home and rest.
Looking to the bright side the weekend is here, finally I get to sleep like a baby, this whole week I have actually not been sleeping properly. I sleep late and wake up early, my mother says that’s what adulthood is all about but is it? And for a few of you who asked me about how I came up with the name china not Chinese I owe the naming and inspiration to my very special friend my panda bear 🐼. He always had my back and supports me always. A real one
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It’s China not Chinese ❤️🖤💜
